Ticking away,
another day has gone by.
My heart is´nt whole
now at night I cry...
Before I left
I said Home Sick I wont be.
But the truth is
the person saying that was´nt me.
I wanted to stay strong
set an example for The Girls...
my life is spiriling downward
like one of Abby´s banana curls.
I miss everything I hate
and remmeber what I missed.
I want to be held
and accept a mothers kiss.
Being here has opened
but another door.
I dont know what to expect though,
I know nothing any more.
I don tknow who I am,
or what I can truly be;
I dont really know
what is actually me.
I hope I find myself here,
and I know that I am missed.
I will never again take for granted.
The love.... in my familys kiss.
2 comments:
I sweetie!! You are so loved and your dad I just read your latest entry and were moved by the love you have for your family. We are inspired by your wisdom that is beyond your years. God has truly blessed you with so many talents and we are very proud of you. My last memory of you before you left was me giving you a kiss on the forehead and giving you a hug. Your poem brought tears to my eyes thinking of how much we love and miss you too. - Love You Sheri
Han, your sisters all miss you as much as you miss us. Love ya!
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